K I N K Y I S M Y L I F E

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2005-07-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

im feeling fucking flustered now. i got crap for mid years so far, and i just feel that im doing everything the wrong way, saying the wrong things. the feeling really sucks.

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2005-07-02T10:11:00.000+08:00

jamming was really bad. we didnt learn our songs well and all, due to the long hiatus. i feel kinda crappy cause i cant do much to help them so... =
watched war of the worlds yesterday, good show but fucked up ending. i really mean it, but its the best show screening now like i told yak. and also... i lost $20, i dont know how the fuck i lost it, but i lost it anyhow. great.... i'm already so broke and i have to lose $20. splendid. its porridge and ikan billis for the rest of next week i guess.

anyhow! my exams r over!!! wooot. yesterday's chinese oral was like shit, or rather, is shit. i really got nothing to say at all, in addition to the fact that i was struggling like an asthmatic patient for the first passage. i mean, one of the examiners was like so uninterested in the shit i have to say that she didnt even looked at me, and gave me that 'aiyah u suck kinda' look. man!!!!! i mean i know i suck and all but still... respect man. and to think that the topic for the conversation was about respect... talk about irony here.

Hmmm..

2005-06-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

I screwed my Chinese paper today, period. I didn't study for it at all so I deserve to fail. Talking about that, Khusboo reminded me that Promos are in 2.5months time, Good Game to me.

Its jamming tomorrow after Lit Practical Criticism!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wooohoooooo I've been waiting for this moment to arrive for ages man! Bloooooordy exams, make everybody mug and mug and no time for musical fusion to occur. _|_

But again its in the evening so we have time to practice somemore from 9.30am to the time we jam =D Haoming's joining the band tomorrow as our 2nd guitarist, hope he turns out fine for one. Not too sure though, if he does then its good, good lor.

Her fever's coming up again... I'm pretty worried. Hope she turns out fine tomorrow. Take care.

Food For Thought: Of Sexual Chauvinism

2005-06-25T06:07:00.000+08:00

It is really amazing and awkward at the same time how amazing the human mind works. Reading various popular blogs of the New Age have brought a new insight to certain aspects of life, in particular SarongPartyGirl. To put it in short, she's a 19 year old undergraduate, a smart slut though, sad to say. Her philosophy of life is amazing, and the way she criticises about the Female sex is simply amazing. She articulates in a fantastic manner with her strong command of English, and I can't help to say I've became quite addicted to reading her classy entries.

What struck me while reading it was that what would happen if I would actually possess such perceptions about the Female sex. I swear to you, some crazy bitch would just come running up to me and call me a Male Chauvinist. Really, sometimes those who do so need to ensure their brain's in perfect working condition, because getting so worked up over your own darling sex simply shows some qualities of chauvinism you clearly possess. Either that or your nut's getting a little loose. Being so critical over somebody whom you think is exerting extreme injustifications to your sex because he thinks his sex is superior and deserves better attention just needs to take some time off, chill off at StarBucks with the chill-out Jazz selections.

You know, of late, I really despise conformity, uniformity, and at most, conventions of the human society of today. Perhaps it could be the extremely influences of my Literature Texts, mainly the Songs of Innocence & Experience by William Blake, and A Brave New World by Aldous Huxley, or maybe such a despise for social conventions have always been present in me, and triggers as such help spark the entire perception off.

I hate the way people perceive others by first judgement and through standards of their so called righteous and proper methods of the fucking society, of which I simply call convention. You are no different from your nagging parents whom you think are conventional and traditional in their schools of thought.
I hate the way people who think of others as sexual chauvinists while they fail to realise that they themselves are just one of those whom they are highly critical of. You are just a chauvinist yourself. Face it.

Seriously, I don't give a hoot about the Almighty Sex of mine. I have a penis, that works when its supposed to do so, and I have facial hair which the opposite sex probably doesn't. And that's just about all I feel are major differences between the 2 opposite sex. Other than that, I don't see how Man should be pushing their luck around by doing that "I'm a Man, I'm the ruler of the society" thing. Neither do I see how Woman should be pushing heir luck around by doing that "I'm a New Age Woman, I'm the ruler of the society. Man can blow himself." thing. Please people, everybody is equal. Maybe not, because stupid dumb arsehats that think they aren't are clearly trying to push themselves to extremes of their retardism do, and still exist.

To top all of that, no really, sexual chauvinists can go blow themselves.

Yo.

2005-06-20T20:44:00.000+08:00

Food!!!!!

2005-06-17T21:03:00.000+08:00

While enjoying my favourite Mee Goreng from my favourite Mee Goreng Stall, I had the idea of listing out my personal likes and dislikes I have for food. Anyone who knows me well is sure to have noticed my passion for FOOD. Anyhow, here's the list:

Enjoys
Petai/Smelly Beans with Sambal
Grilled StingRay
Mee Goreng (Punggol or Indian Style)
Hor Fun or Ee Fu Mee
My Grandmother's Sambal Fried Rice (My mum's and most others sucks)
Kway Chup
Hokkien Mee
Pizza
Scrambled/Fried Eggs
Broccoli
Chicken Rice
Penang Char Kway Teow (Singapore Char Kway Teow sucks ok, face it)
Xze Chuan Hot, Spicy and Sour Soup
Fried Chicken Wings/Breast (NO DRUMSTICK PLEASE _|_)
Tempura (The Prawns, not the Vege crap)
Sushi
Ice-Cream
Chocolate (though it gives me breakouts)
Penang Laksa
Katong Laksa
Nasi Lemak (traditional & mix and match)
Tim Sum
Duck Rice/Noodles
Bak Kut Tea

Hates
SINGAPORE BLACK CHAR KEOW TEOW SUCKS LIKE HELL
Vegetable Stems (especially those which make a fucking irritating sound like fingernails scratching a blackboard)
Singapore's Japanese Food Blows
Udon Noodles and their Udonthaveanydeaideahowblandyoursouptastes Soup
All other Dons (ie. Katsu Don etc) I rather eat Cai Peng (mixed vege rice) seriously
Chocolates (cause it gives me breakouts)
Chicken Noodles or what Oily Chicken Crap
Chicken Drumstick/Thigh or anything that isn't lean (it just makes me puke)
Cold Noodles
Vegetarian Food omg... No way

On a side note, have I told you how much I loathe reading blogs that go like:
Today XXX and YYY and I went to Orchard Road. We walked and walked, and the girls talked and talked. Then we went shopping, and then after shopping we went to eat. The girls decided to eat LongJohnSilver so we did. I had Value Combo 1, the one with 2 Chicken Breasts. Yes, the one Ivan likes. Opps, that should be left out because this entry is too boring to have something so interesting mentioned.
Anyway, after having our lunch we went to shop somemore. (Here comes the part I hate especially.) Sianzzzzzz Today is so sianz........ I wish I was somewhere else.

ALTERNATIVELY... ...

Today is so boring... I was at home the whole day. Sighs... I hate studying, but I have to mug. Blar blar blar...

No, really. Some people out there needa get a life. Either that, or they need to realise that blogging isn't about vomiting everything about your life. Not only does it make your entries seem boring, they really are fucking boring. If you're an owner of one of these clichés, please... Nvm, just don't bother blogging really. I think the only people interested in reading such content would be those who're wooing you or something, like trying to find out more about you. More like stalking huh?

And I also hate it when people go:
Peace out or some other shit as their last sentence of their entry. ORZ... REALLY ORZ...

Pasta Mania Indeed

2005-06-15T11:15:00.000+08:00

Yo.

Eating at PastaMania surely makes me a maniac. My scanner's quite sharp right?

Boys and Girls

2005-06-12T11:42:00.000+08:00

Lets not talk about it. We got kicked out of semi-finals. Period.

Anyhow, after the race we headed to Bedok Interchange to makan under Debo's reccommendations. We had some doubts, after paying $1.53 for a bus fare which we could have saved if we passed on the Express Bus. Again, this was under Debo's reccommendations. Sometimes I wonder if women can be trusted at all times.

The Char Kway Teow we had was so-so lah... Maybe cause I don't like Singaporean-styled Char Kway Teow. Too sweet for my liking. I prefer Penang Char Kway Teow, a heck load and truck load and bus loads more.

After that we parted ways a lil and it was left with Don, myself and Andrew. I knew they were in for something, cause the next thing I knew we were meeting up with Nadea and Yawen. Ahhhh great... Girls I'm not familiar with. Blar blar blar, and 3 of us were there in our CJC CANOEIST Singlet =O Cause I forgot to bring my T-Shirt and Don said that they would accompany me in our experience to become liberal with our nipples. =D That's my brudders for you people.

Boys being boys, the minute we saw the humongous crowd ahead of us in the traffic light area, everyone's balls started to shrink. Damn paiseh lah I tell you, just that I didn't dare to say much cause I got them into it. Throughout the entire thingie Don and Andrew kept complaining. Man I felt sofaking bad. Seriously.

Anyhow we met up with the 2 girls, and accompanied them to.... Yeah, what else but shooooooooopping? *Does the White Chicks finger shaking crap shit*
And they did so at Paragon... The place for the Elites, as Nadea promptly put forward. Fine, we're the losers. As always.

Girls being girls, Jesus Christ... You have no bloody idea how much girls can shop... Every single shop in the level had to be hijacked. E-V-E-R-Y. I was about to die when Nadea FINALLY felt that her legs were tired and we decided to find somewhere to sit and chill out.

We chose Delifrance. And nobody bought anything except me. And I only bought a cup of Cawwwwwfeeeee. But this is where the highlight of the day comes into picture. Now when I was innocently, yes I said innocently you dingbats, now stop laughing I AM INNOCENT. Anyhow, when I was innocently queuing up to buy my caaaaaawwwwfeeee, apparantly YaWen got pissed with Andrew. I choose not to say why heh... Due to the fact that my blog's so hawt, and as many as 40 people read it a day roflmao... My candy ass I say.

And when I came back Andrew was trying ways and means to make up to YaWen. I guess Don and I were of great help, as we provided many many ways and means to Andrew on how to coax her, only to realise she got mad-der. But hell, she was laughing madly.

Boys being boys, Andrew thus continued to coax and coax her till X'mas was practically over. He did things like:

"YAWEN!!!!!!!! I'M REALLY SORRY.... BU YAO MARRR....." *tugs her arms*
"YAWEN!!!!!!!! I'M....... I'M...... SORRRRRRRRRRRRRY!" *blinks blinks*

He almost dropped to his knees, I tella you.

Girls being girls, Yawen never once relented and made any sign of forgiveness, although anybody with more than half a brain would understand that she's not mad at all.

Such incidences are difficult to describe in words. And thus, I shall end here by saying that they went to play pool while the poor ol' me who's anti-pool went home to nurse my fucking nose who wouldn't stop sneezing and producing mucus.

Like I told Ivan Soh yesterday morning, my nose is as wet as Jenna Jameson's.... Nevermind.

4hours50mins to the race, and counting.

2005-06-11T07:02:00.000+08:00

Listen up people:

We're gonna fucking win everybody.
We're gonna fucking qualify for top 3.
This is OUR Dragonboat Team.
CJ DRAGONBOAT TEAM YOU ASSHOLES. _|_

To the hell to whoever's messing with us.
Hell yeah, Ivan's no longer ill.

God please bless my team and myself.
Please let nothing go wrong,
That everybody will row in unison,
That everybody will row like they never did before,
That our Drummer won't mess up,
That my left thigh and left lower back won't hurt,
THAT WE WILL WIN THIS RACE.

Today's the day everybody will look at us, like they never ever did before.

lets keep it short and sweet

2005-06-10T12:23:00.000+08:00

we're gonna fucking win tomorrow.

gotta be fucking kidding me, im still sick. great..... the day before competition..

I'm a noob....

2005-06-09T10:57:00.000+08:00

Last night, we had a Primary School gathering, and so my 6E classmates and I met up for dinner. It was great fun, and I enjoyed every moment of it. To be able to reminisce everything brought so much laughter and joy. We recounted the days when I was the infamous noctorious big bully, the days when so and so liked this girl, the days when so and so liked that guy. So much I tell you, so much. Thinking back, I thought I was so juvenile then, not sure about how the rest felt though. But I was really nostalgic about the whole thing heh...

We headed over to Fish&Co after everybody came, last minute decision since not many were in favour of Cafe Cartel, in addition to the horrid length of the queue that was forming up due to dinner hours. Man... The live singer at Fish&Co blows... That was one of the main reasons why we chose to sit outside. Another was cause... Jiayi felt cold. Anyhow, I really had the urge to go up and sing hahah! But don't wanna Ban Men Nong Fu lah... Sarah was there, she's a fantastic singer I tella you.

I had Seafood Platter!!! Damn good. And Sarah had lol.... Coriander thingie Fish with rice. Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww........... Damn sick lah... They put SO DAMN MUCH Coriander it really looked like.... Shit. What made matters worst was simply the dim lightning which accentuated the entire dish hahaha!!!!! Sarah was so turned off when she saw the dish.

"Ahhh!!!! I like Coriander BUT NOT THIS MUCH!"
"Eh.... I'm doing okay lah... I'm stuffing my fish with loads of garlic"

Crazy women, she really finished the entire portion of garlic we were served earlier one. Guess thats what you call, the mark of a good breath, and fart.

Crap man... This is so faggort-y, I FORGOT TO BORROW MY SISTER'S DIGITAL CAM %^$#@^$%&%$#^@%^$&^&*^*&$%^#$^@$#%@# My apologies, that was totally random.

Jiayi wanted something light, but yet she wanted to eat mussels. Can you identify the ironic implication?
It's like saying:
"I SIMPLY THINK SAYING SHIT IS A BAD THING, YOU GOD DAMN SHIT."

Anyhow, she wanted to eat mussels, so she ordered it.
Just like how I thought Seafood Platter rocks, so I ordered it. Simple isn't it.
But when her order came, which was really early compared to mine and Zeming's, she chose not to start, and waited for all our orders to arrive before she did. I truly sincerely appreciate this simple gesture of courtesy from her, and especially so since its coming from Jiayi. I guess its what they always say, that everybody has a good side to him/herself. No matter how bad he/she might appear to be, superficially. No you numbskulls, I'm not saying Jiayi's a bad girl. She's a great girl I felt, but if I ever said this in front of her she'll probablly just collapse and die in front of me.

Ahhh Zeming, he and I had the same order! Woot! 3 Cheers for those who love Seafood Platter! He's changed quite abit. Looks alot more mature, taller too. Damnit, talking about that, I'M LIKE THE SHORTES GUY AMONGST ALL!!!!! ; ; =( :( BOOOHOOO

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, INTRODUCING THE 3 GUYS OF THE NIGHT:

STANDING AT 1.74M TALL.... WE HAVE ZEMING!!!!!!!!!!!
*Cheers, girls shouting Would you marry me please.*

AND NOW..... STANDING AT 1.72M TALL, DARK HORSE OF THE NIGHT, WHOM EVERYBODY THOUGHT WOULD STILL BE A SHORT FART, WE HAVE IVAN........................ IVAN SIM! DOUBLE YOU TEE EFF LAH IVAN SIM LAH NOT IVAN TAN LAH!
*Louder cheers! OMGOMGOMGOMGWTFBBQ the girls go. PLEASE PLEASE MARRY ME IVAN!!!! DAMNIT LAH SAY IVAN SIM LAH NOT JUST IVAN ; ;*

AND NOW......... STANDING AT 1.69.5M TALL (Commentator starts laughing till he almost drops down his chair) WE HAVE....... (He really drops down his chair now) WE AAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA WE.... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAA HAVE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA (Ivan TAN walks towards the commentator and kicks him away. He takes over the mike) YA LAR YA LAR, IM THE SHORTEST LAH!!!!!! $@!%@$^!$#^$*^*&^$#%#@

Why can't I hit 170 ; ; I'm such a noob. Thats what you get for being one of the tallest guys in Primary 6. Great..... Just...... Great....

ANYHOW.... My apologies once again, I went offtrack, yet again. And so....
Oh yeah Yina! How could I forget Yina! I almost forgot who she was really, till she turned up and I was like ahhhhh.... Macham I had an instant Deja Vu. She still looked the same, more matured though, but still as soft spoken as ever.

We wanted to go for a drink after dinner but due to the fact that Yina had to go home early, I guess its a curfew or something, we abandoned our plans, and walked all the way back from Esplanade to City Hall. It was equally as fun, because it gave us ample opportunities to crack more jokes, more more more more!

Alas, alcohol was inevitable for me. Vodka for t3h \/\/ | |\| baby!

That's all I have folks, enjoy.

Dragonboating Journey Halts

2005-06-07T00:51:00.000+08:00

I'm not sure how to describe how much I'll miss Dragonboating when the season comes to a halt, and back we go to Canoeing. This Saturday means alot to me, and to some others who feel that it'll give us a better ground to prove and show that the Dragonboating Team isn't merely made of rejects from the Canoeing Team participating in Nationals this coming July.

It's been so long since I felt this way about something I do, but long before I came about realisation, I discovered my burning passion for the sport. It's great, but the people I do it with are greatest. Coach Yusof and Andy, as well as my fantastic teammates. I'm proud to say that at least, at least people, the Dragonboat Team has 0 Politics. I repeat, Z-E-R-O.

Reminder: Remember to shout out to those in Dragonboating at the end of the post.

Ok, anyway. What makes it so great is the spirit, the united spirit of the team. You'll realise its not long before you realise you're part of a single unit, a single team. You're not alone, you never are. In front of you, behind you, beside you, there's someone. We run TOGETHER, do fucking pullups TOGETHER, do pushups TOGETHER. Everything is done TOGETHER. As a whole.

I had a great time there though the training kills, mainly because the people inside are fantastic! I've met a superb group of people, especially the Cat. High Gang, inclusive of Don, Andrew and Brendan. They crack me up so much I think I can skip quite a few sets of abdominal crunches hehe. We also have the great man Christopher, our appointed leader. And many other more. The feeling that we're in this together, that we're in the same boat rowing together, makes you feel great. Makes you feel that you're training for a bigger purpose, because its not just and only for yourself, its for everybody in the same boat.

I really hope we can get into the top 3 this Saturday. This race means ALOT to me. Please God, let us win... Please....

Shouts to all those who made this journey possible, ORDER DOESN'T MATTER OK!:

Andrew - Funniest guy I've ever met.
Don - Funniest guy with the funniest laughter. He knows his singing sucks but we find music in that suckiness.
Brendan - He's like the constant undercurrent, always providing a constant flow of retarded comments. A-MUSE-ing though.
Michael - Titanium arms, constant support, main source of laughter of our dumb lame jokes. My close buddy!
Christopher - Great man, pushed me on so hard during training I'd kill you one day if you push me further. Great leader too.
Terence - You... LOL!
Ivan Soh - You the man lah.
Pavin - You're such a lamer, but I like it.
And our coaches, Yusof & Andy. You guys rock alot. I mean it.

Till then, I'll miss our Tau Huay breaks@N&B.

Edit:
Don's Profile -
"Its strange how people tend to take for granted things or people so precious to them,only to savour all that's left when everythings over.

i feel desolate and lost in life.dont noe where to turn and run.

Lastly,dragonboating rocks BIG time.the time spent under the scorching sun.the sweat and calories lost.the jokes we share during and after training.our coach yusof.the pain we endured while paddling.just everything.Thanks for everything guys.Its been sheer pleasure and honour.

10 yrs down the road.hopefully,the dragonboat team could have a reunion."

I think this fellow can go write emo-lyrics for our band haha... Damn Emo man.. Damn Emo.

Jam & Butter

2005-06-05T18:50:00.000+08:00

And so, 2 days before, my band had a jamming session at Wee Lee Music Studio (Serangoon). I hoped everyone enjoyed themselves during the hour. It was great, or so I felt. We did pieces from Athlete, Muse, Cake etc. All nice songs, I love them. After all of those, we sat down during our Tao Huay (Bean Curd) Break and decided on the songs we were going to play the next time we gathered, before everyone decides everything's in a rush and we don't get sufficient time to learn our parts well.

Here's the song list we decided on so far:
1)Muse - Time is running out (Man... Damn tough)
2)Athlete - Half Light (Emo rock rocks)
3)Cake - I will survive (Old school)
4)Oasis - Little by little (Np.)
5)Coldplay - Yellow (I can't sing this well, I do Scientist better)
6)3 Doors Down - Kryptonite (Np.)
7)Phantom Planet - California (Just realised this is the OC theme song. I don't watch OC man.)
8)The Shins - Caring is Creepy (Man... Damn tough man also)
9)Electrico - Runaway (Np.)
10)Our Lady Peace - Somewhere out there (I don't like, I hope we don't play this)

Over the weekend, Brendan (Rythmn Guitarist) introduced me to this band, Anberlin. Woah! Great band, I really love the song We Dreamt in Heist. Great vocals, I hope we can play that song one day. We're also short of a Lead Guitarist although I just found a stand-in Keyboardist for the time being. Please God... Deliver a Lead right my house. Please!

Ok, Jam part is done, now Butter.

Yesterday, Brandon (another one), Paul, Charles and I met up for dinner. We wanted to catch a movie but Brandon said Madagadscar (however you spell it) was really juvenile and stupid. Paul and Charles were not in favour of Cursed, so we halted our plans to catch a movie and decide to blow the money on food instead. Ah, great way to spend our money too. And we joked, we laughed about practically everything in front of us. Thats Marist guys for you. Paul and Charles did a little wee bit of shopping and Bran and myself almost cannot tahan man. Can't stand shopping.

However, I saw a nice Polo Jeans, U2 and Esprit Tees. Nice, will get them when I'm less broke, GGS (Great Singapore Sale) now anyway. I'm looking for a new bag, something bigger. I went into a few Adidas shops but hmmm.. Not very nice leh... The one Aloy has is quite nice.

I wanna get something like this :

and be an uber bimbo.

On a serious note, probably something like:

But I guess not yellow, probably black or something. Don't like attention, something more discrete.

We went over to Cafe Cartel for dinner, I had Chicken Lasagna and it was pretty good. However, it was bloody meaty and I couldn't finish it, so got Paul and Brandon to pig in. While waiting for our orders to arrive, we kept getting those free bread like typical kiasu Singaporeans, and got a HECK LOAD of BUTTER along with it. Die liao, first time in 3 weeks I pigged out. And this afternoon for lunch I had Deep Fried Prawn Fritters.

I'm in such Deep Shit man. To think Nationals is only 6 days away.

How can we live without Gillette?

2005-06-03T20:47:00.000+08:00

One of the past highlights of school in the last term was questioning Jiawei's sexuality. Now Jiawei is the fortunate, honoured classmate of mine who had the priviledge of sitting beside me. God must love her, really.

Anyhow, it all happened this way...

Jiawei always made fun of ME, asking me why I had such minimum hair on my arms, that HER ARMS WERE HAIR-ER THAN MINE. Fine, I take it like a real man, and just laught it off, and keep quiet. So one day, I made a bet with Jiawei.

"I bet you don't shave your armpits"

And then she was instantly frustrated and kept grunting for the rest of the day. Like ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I bet my candy ass that in her mind, she must be thinking:
"ARGHHHHHH WHY IS IVAN SO SMART!!! HOW DID HE FIND OUT!!!
Oh well...

I even added that I would purchase a set of »

She only grunted more and more... That only made me appear smarter, because apparently, she doesn't own one. Hey wait, it isnt 'made me APPEAR smarter'. Hell, I'm just smart. Period.

I also added if she needed these as well »

As well as these »

So people, you may start placing your bets on how red her face went. But that's not the end. I really went to NTUC FairPrice to check them out, but what prevented me from purchasing them was the result of the incredibly horribly horrendous price tag.

So here is the core of the story. NOW that I've found something to counter-attack, I told Jiawei:
"What?!?!?! Shouldn't you be worried that you're hair-er than me? ARE YOU SURE you're a REAL girl?!?!?!

Once again, I added that she should under no circumstances utilise her mother's shaver, lest she spoils it due to the omgwtfbbq amount of hair that would be stuck amidst the blades. Damnit man, how can one.... be so hairy!

I thought JingDa was the climax. Now we know...

So people, sitting beside me is a sure good thing isn't it?

Also, how can we live without Gillette?!?!?!?!? We're depriving Jiawei of her well-deserved utilisation of their awesome goods!

Some Politics

2005-05-31T06:28:00.000+08:00

So its less than 2 weeks to Nationals...

I think the Dragonboat Team did fantastic today. Andy (hunky coach) took us cause Yusoff was ill. I've always preferred him anyway, so I might be a little biased. That also spells the tentative (I hope) end to our Dragonboating Season for this year. Coming July, we will be back to Canoeing.

Sigh... I personally want to continue with Dragonboating, its just so much more fun, and the self satisfaction is great. The team spirit is great. Everything is great really.

The team had a minor debate with Ah Lim (our Teacher I/C) last training on Saturday, over whether or not we should continue with Dragonboating or not. Personally, although 90% of the time I was just listening to them debate over the issue and not exactly saying much, I can tell that Ah Lim isn't really in favour of setting up a Dragonboat Team. My guess is that its probably financial issues and also because we don't have enough people (Team's made up of about 14 people only). Damn Brother Paul. I really hope that we'd be able to continue with Dragonboating and that we'd gather enough support for it (I wanted to type: Please God... But I don't know if I have that amount of faith in Him). Michael also told me promptly that if we were to go back to Canoeing, he would quit. Not too sure if it was said in the spur of a moment, but sometimes I feel that way too.

On a lighter note, its the Holidays now, and I'm finally able to breathe properly. But... Mid Year's coming up in 3 weeks. This blows, really. I hope I'd be able to go out and chill this Sunday with some people (I don't know who yet), catch a movie or something.

Anyway, Please God, let the Dragonboat Team survive after the June Race, and please, bless us with good results. I'd work hard on my part. Thank you very much in advance.

How does jogging and American Idol come together?!

2005-05-27T09:37:00.000+08:00

I just came back from passing motion in my bathroom a.k.a toilet (they're merged) after my breakfast at the coffeeshop downstairs. And while waiting for my porridge to be served, as well as the Kopi-Man to finally walk pass my table so I can order my Green Tea, I was pondering, as usual. I chuckled a little to myself after reminiscing about the times I spent during the 1st three months, where I wasn't anywhere.

My mother would wake me up at like 7am every single morning, and then drag me out of bed and got me to change and then go jog. Refusing to argue with her, except for the usual grumbles I mumbled to myself inside myself, I did what she said. But, I'd go down with my wallet hehehehehe MUAHAHAHAHAH!!!

If I felt poor, I would take 'a jog' to the Kaya Toast CoffeeShop in Katong, the one opposite the Church. Very popular shop, the one which you'd have to go by the backdoor if you're there before their "opening hours". Then I would order 2 Kaya Buns /w butter, and Kopi. I forgot to add that I would also buy Strait Times and stone there till exactly 1hr passed. Then I would start walking home, and I would deliberately walk under the sun, so at least I could perspire a little more, to make it realistic. You know the rest, panting when I got home, and all that trademark stuff.

If I felt rich, I would take 'a longer jog' to East Coast Park and head straight to Macdonald's. Then I would order a set of Big Breakfast, finish up, and this time, I wouldn't buy Straight Times, cause there had those in Macdonald's. After reading my stuff and 45mins was up (cause East Coast Park is further than the Kaya Toast Coffeeshop you dork), I would start walking back home, under the sun as well, and at the same time mourn at my lost money, feeling cheated over a Big Breakfast which was da bomb. Panting, perspiration. Period.

My mother actually bought my story. LOL...

So anyhow, the end of my past was punctuated by the rude BANG of the Kopi-Man.
"Yi-Kuai-Er"
Thats $1.20 in Mandarin. Face it, my HanYuPingYin pwns j00.

After getting newspapers from the fat uncle who loves listening to whiney Chinese Opera outside the PolyClinic, I ended up in my washroom. Front page was the "pretty" Carrie Underwood, latest American Idol. So now this is where the 2 issues come in.

I think American Idol's pretty stupid, because its a mere popularity contest. Furthermore, think about it, face it, haven't you people got sick of listening to people with huge pipes and powerful lungs screaming their oh-so-fabulous voice out over classics we knew before? If you aren't, I have. Every time I walk pass the TV while my brother and sister watches it, all I hear is AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. People trying to hold their note for as long as they can. OMGWTFBBQ, please, for the love of God, scrap the entire program, its getting really lame, and stupid.

How many American Idols actually make it big? I think out of all of them, my favourite one's still Clay. I think he's the one who actually fits into this pop culture thing. The rest can go blow themselves, please. Thank you. However, this show has taught us more than one valuable lesson.

1)If you can't sing, please, dont sing on National Television.
2)Being the Champion doesnt equate to instant fame. (ie. Clay is 1000x more hot than Rubben now)
3)If you can't sing, please, just dont fucking sing, be like me, sing in a Jamming Studio. Nobody would bitch about you.

What the...

2005-05-25T06:22:00.000+08:00

Blonde moments just CANNOT evade me. This is the actual logo of Air Nippon Airways. And guess what, the graphic designer decided to make it kinky :

A N A L

I saw the logo in a flash during Channel News Asia's commercials on Japan Hour. Tsk Tsk... These Japanese are sick, sicker than I am. Tsk Tsk...

PS: Click here to visit the A N A L site, just to prove that I didn't edit them, and that the Japanese are sicker than I am.

On a side note, I fell asleep reading up on Cold War: Middle East last night. Here I am now, good game to you Ivan. Ms Narinder/Mrs Winter's so gonna screw you. R.I.P.

Should or Should Not?

2005-05-24T19:50:00.000+08:00

I started by day by having Canoeing Morning Run, how exciting. I simply love it. My ass.

I was interrupted while fatasizing about women at 5.40am this morning by my dear maid, and headed straight to the bathroom a.k.a battlefield. It was a mental war, I constantly asked myself :
"Should or should not go?"
"Don't lah, just slack. Morning runs blow like booo booo trumpets"
"Cannot lah must keep fit lah brudder. Cannot lah, dedication man. Dedication"
"BUT I HATE RUNNING YOU PIECE OF $@%%#@$^&$#^%"
"DO THE RIGHT THING, BE A MAN."

Fuck lah. Go then go lah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! $!@#$@ #%!@%#@$!@# $!$!@ #$!@%!%^!#$%^ $^#$&Y$*^&*#&%$@^#$

The final decision's pretty obvious, if you have more than half a brain.

Then it was followed up my a string of boring lessons, and then PE again. HAHA (no Jacq I'm not going to give you a chance to bitch at me again.), it was more exciting than ever.

"Execute Operation 66666" said our dear Mr Isaac Lim to the guys.
"6 pullups, 6 rounds, 6 pullups, 6 rounds, 6 pullups."

Good job. Fuck lah. Sickening running again, I just HATE running more than anything. Along the way Terence, Aaron and I were discussing what muscles does running help build up, and I suggested Abdominal Muscles as well, cause I just feel that way, period.

Somewhere during the day, Melissa was telling me about the "stuff" our Canoeing Seniors take to enhance their performance, hence their OMGWTFBBQ arms and all. She also added that it has side effects, such as abnormal accelerated growth of hair. Huh? That doesn't sound too bad does it? Should or should not? You tell me lah.

Also, its been damn orz. Dong said he couldn't make it for our band jamming sessions anymore due to commitments to his band as well as the start of his school term and all that stuff. Sad case. Yesterday's jamming went on pretty ok, though we were all pretty poorly prepared. I think I sang awful, but Aloy said it was fine. I don't know haha, can't tell really. Now its the hunt for a new guitarist... Or rather, guitarists... orz

Anyhow, my latest work of art, featuring Jacq and her cousins woot! :

Luke.... I am your father...

2005-05-23T10:18:00.000+08:00

Last night, Freddie, Winston and myself went to catch Star Wars Episode III. Good flick, good shit. Damn good. Damn good lah I tell you. Damn good. You get the idea.

In this Episode, Padme transforms from the I'm-So-Smart-You're-So-Dumb-HarHar-I-Tricked-U-With-My-Servant lady to an awwwwww motherly mother, because she is pregnant with Anakin's baby. Roflmao... Took them long enough. Maybe Annie has defective sperms like Terence. Not gonna be a son of a gun and spill out everything, but basically yeah, this show simply ties everything up. I find the part where Padme gave birth damn bloody funny! The Delivery Robot will go EEEEE-WOOOO-EEEEE-WOOO!!!! For Pete's sake...

"I sense great fear in you... Fear to lose."
-Eh YP, think about what Yoda said ok haha.

WTF man.... For a moment, I decided to be innocent and not post anything obscene. But guess what, no matter how I try, Kinky Moments just can't stop happening. I wanted to pose a picture of Padme, but accidentally I typed Padma, and guess what I saw:

ORZ...... Really orz.

Anyway, after the entire movie thing we proceeded to Mac's upon Freddie a.k.a The Hungry Ghost's request. Ate some shit, talked even more shit, and then I made my first move to go home. Boring man. Things are always this dry without women. Couldn't find any so too bad lor.

Oh yeah! New Layout muahahahahahahahahaha. Finally one classy enough for my tastes =D I edited the banner a little. Sorry to the original designer!

So I Did

2005-05-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

WARNING: IF U WANNA READ THIS POST, READ IT TILL THE END BEFORE YOU START CALLING ME A SICK/HORNY/PERVERSE BASTARD.

Last night at briefly 9.48pm, after my stint with girl X, I felt thirsty and decided to go down to the 7-Eleven Store downstairs to get a drink for myself. Its really near my place, just a less than 5 minute walk would bring me to Paradise City.

I walked into the store, and the first thing I noticed was that WOAH.... The Counter Girl DAMN HOT MAN! She's got those huge beautiful eyes, her hair was long <3 and curly (OMG), her lips were pouting at the right angles (12 degrees to the sky), her face was perfectly sculpted (God must have taken his Design Lessons after he sculpted my face), and... Anyway, I got my usual favourite White Grape Sparkling Juice, and then proceeded to the counter for payment.

I could'nt take my eyes off her, and after trying hard enough, I managed to, with the help of the Condom Section near the side of the counter. As usual, it aroused my interest, and realising there was a new addition to the Durex series of condoms, I decided to pick one up and check out what it had for me.

Durex Pleasure-Max

Extra fiction O_O
Odour Masker O_O O_O
And many many more details...

I was naturally hooked on it, and in my own fantasy, thinking about Amanda and... Anyhow, the cashier got me back into reality with her chuckles.

"Do you know how to use them?" *giggles*
"Errm.... Nope" *gives innocent look*
"Want me to teach you?" *giggles even harder*

Awe-strucken I was. Shocked I am.

I have never been so shocked in my god-damned life that my head went up and down in a nodding-like motion. That was the turning point of my night, it was the watershed.

Seeing that nobody was around the store, since, by the time I've stopped nodding, it was about 10.43pm, she led me to the storeroom. She opened it and invited me. Hell yeah, INVITED me in =O

It was dark, but cooling. It was pretty clean, and I could easily spot F&N Bottles and some Instant Noodles in bulks. She found a clean spot ontop of some Beer Cartons, and sat on it. It was then did I realise she was wearing incredibly short skirt, and she crossed her legs in a Basic Instint Sharon Stone Style.

Like this:

Classic. No panties as well. Wo-la-la. She stuck out her index finger, and asked me to move closer to her. So I did. Then she started her lesson, and opened a pack of the 2 condoms she brought in with her. She promptly slid the diaphragm into her middle finger, and pointed it straight into the face of the standing me.

"This is how you wear a condom."
And so we started making out.

But before I start:
Sorry Ms Narinder, this essay might have to be in point form, not thematic.
Sorry.

Firstly, I stuck my hand in between her legs, and reached out for the Dark Hole. It felt wet, but great. She moaned, with a little tinge of groaning. Man, it made my tool harder than it already was. Then she told me to do anything I wanted to her. Boy! I never knew I was this hot! WoooooooooHoooooooo!!!!

Secondly, when I was done fingering the Dark Hole, I decided that I needed to see a little bit more flesh. And so I stripped her. I took off her top, but kept the bra there. I always thought it was sexier for the bra to be on, until the actual process began. I licked the Raisins, and she was pushing my head down and hard onto her chest. Blimey! Is she an animal or what?! Her hair smelt great, but her chest smelt better. It was Shokubutsu Body Wash, with the indulgence of Dove Shampoo from her strands of hair drooping down onto my head. I loved every moment of it, I just wanted it to last forever. It was an ultimate Utopia. The experience was to be, Orgasmic.

The next piece of clothing that followed up closely was her skirt, since she wore no panties. She was naughty, and requested for me to pull them up and down to stimulate her sexuality. I love naughty girls anyhow, especially in such situations. When I finally took it off, I could see her dripping. Now this time, she was naughtier. She wanted me to perform a strip tease for her, and in case you haven't realised, up to that point I was still fully clothed. And so I did, and it only made her hormones gush out to reveal her wild animal self. She was what you would call a perfect exhibit replacement for the Lioness in the Singapore Zoological Gardens.

And now to the real thing. Now she was naked, and so was I.
"Darling, I feel cold... Please... Please hurry..."
Awww... So poor thing. She wanted it, and so I did. I opened up her legs, and starting fondling her Melons, while licking the Dark Hole. She was pulling my hair, and pressing it down harder, and moaning really loudly now. My tongue just worked harder, and she had a more than proportionate reaction to it. I told you she was an animal. As time passed by, she only got wetter.

I then laid down onto the icy cold ground, and requested for her to ride me. She rejected me naughtily, saying that loved to be laid on, not lay on. And so I did. I got her laying down, and humped her hard. In out... In out... The I turned her over, and laid her again. Following closely was Doggy Style. She must have enjoyed it tremendously, because she was practically screaming. Or maybe cause my tool just hit her G-spot. I don't know.

I only got more horny as time passed by, and finally the climax was coming. The combination of the wetness, tightness of her simply made The Coming unstoppable. I came. Inside her.

Now, that got her worried. She pushed me away immediately and covered herself with her clothes. She began looking down onto the ground in a remorseful manner, and started questioning the totally beaten out me.

"Did you wear the condom the way I taught u to do it?"
Panting, I replied: "Hell yeah..."

And I stuck out my middle finger out in mid air, with the condom over it.
She wanted it, so I did.

classpicharhar

2005-05-19T19:15:00.000+08:00

nuff said. period.

MySQL Drives Me Nuts

2005-05-17T20:05:00.000+08:00

Fuck it, I'm sick of it, give up trying to get my own hosted blog up on my website that I'm working on now. And oh yeah, I'm working on a personal website. Decided to rise from the ashes and come back into the World of WebDesign. _|_ the servers anyway.

I bought my copy of FHM Singapore today, and wo-la-la, I saw Pamela Anderson. She looks damn fuck-able as usual, but yeah:
1)She's darn old.
2)She's got the firmness of plastic, cause shes made of plastic.

She claims she has only gone through plastic surgery ONCE, her boobs, eyelashes and HAIR. Haha... Darn hilarious. I never knew plastic surgery also had 3-in-1 like Nescafe Coffee. By the way, don't take our Nescafe Coffee for granted okay, according to my grandaunties in Malaysia, the Nescafe there is so bad that they rather drink plain water. Well, then drink plain water. Anyway, whenever we go over for shopping trips etc, we will first depart with a lot of Nescafe packers, and holy crap I really mean A LOT, and then we return with just as many crap from Malaysia, Penang usually.

Next, I learnt that women get aroused in the shortest time after drinking alcohol. Now I know... Haha... Apparently the FHM Crew gathered together $30,800 to invest in some Thermal Sensor Machine to monitor the 5 women reactions after being exposed to many many arousing stuff such as :
1)Male Strip Dancer
2)Porn Flicks X2
3)Alcohol duh

Now I know where to go after I become a hunk.

omg!

2005-05-15T08:48:00.000+08:00

ORZ! I didn't manage to post much these weeks, cause I'm sofaking busy with the school and all that crap. Okay, anyway, I'm not the sort to recap my life and tell everybody what underwear I wore today and which one I'm going to wear tomorrow. With that said...

ARGHHHHHH I want a Digital Camera! It seems so much fun to take pictures of your life, and like what JiaWei said: "I can't wait to take a video/picture of the stupid things you do, you'll realise how ridiculous you look"

=O !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ridiculous?! ORZ #2

Muahahahaha... I've got back into Dragonboating, cause I wasn't good enough to be on the Canoeing Team participating this June. It's alot more fun to me, cause I don't capsize at all, and I've got everybody around to keep me going on and on and on and on and on and on and on and %!@%$%@340234r230ri0239418923422fds0-u[913248r3w[1q1'p
1l.

Sorry, had a Blonde Moment. Inevitable, no matter how much I try. Maybe they are right. Maybe I DO have Blonde hair roots.

Mid Yrs are approaching, and I'm going to fail it. Opps, did I even have to mention that?

Did I tell you guys that I LOVE SUNDAYS?

Hell, its the only day it the week I get to wake up later than the rest of the week. But anyhow I still woke up at 6.30am this morning, but with more enthusiasm cause I went to turn on my computer, and started doing those... you know... those kinda stuff.

I'd like to end this post with my favourite song of late.
AND HELL YEAH! WE'RE GONNA JAM THIS SONG TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Iris
And I’d give up forever to touch you
’cause I know that you feel me somehow
You’re the closest to heaven that i’ll
Ever be
And I don’t want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
’cause sooner or later it’s over
I just don’t want to miss you tonight

And I don’t want the world to see me
’cause I don’t think that they’d
Understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can’t fight the tears that ain’t
Coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you’re alive

And I don’t want the world to see me
’cause I don’t think that they’d
Understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don’t want the world to see me
’cause I don’t think that they’d
Understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don’t want the world to see me
’cause I don’t think that they’d
Understand
When everything’s made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

When everything's made to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am...

@4.39am

2005-05-08T04:41:00.000+08:00

cant sleep.

yesterday was a bad day, i tired my first high seat T (type of kayak) and i capsized like 3 times... told cher that i was not feeling well and had to go off, and went off early. truth is cause ive gotta catch a movie with yak,kenn,chew,grace and im sick of capsizing and waiting for people to rescue me up. my back hurts as well. we did lots of weights so now my arms hurt like orz...

kingdom of heaven is a great show, go watch it. great great story. met grace (kenn's gf) for e first time. pretty and really tall, taller than i am O_o nah lol.. im not that tall anyway =O and yeah, she isnt innocent at all... period.

i didnt manage to go to TPJC's Songfest even though there were tix. firstly i needa make it clear that girls r seriously uber indecisive. first everybody was so enthu about it then when the time came everybody backed out saying they had stuff on even though there were tix. sad, really. in the end i backed out as well, cause it isnt fair that from the original 4-5 people ended up with only 2 who could make it. not fair for yp since i wld be late and it just isnt right for her to go alone and all. not much of a loss for me though, since electrico didnt perform, just there to judge =\ but i just wonder why they have so much time haha...

im going to take the jump

2005-05-04T18:51:00.000+08:00

omg..... this morning rara sms-ed me and told me that electrico will be guesting starring @ tpjc's songfest, of which i was supposed to attend. im just going to die, cause after a whole day of sms-ing, i was told that there arent anymore tix left... even su yuan cldnt get any for herslef. man, somebody help me take the jump.

no tix argh....... ; ;

amada ling <3 <3 <3 <3

2005-05-02T14:38:00.000+08:00

anybody saw my darling lately?

behold - amanda ling, my new found love <3 hawt hawt hawt hawt hawtttttttttttt!!!!!

-proudly edited by me me me me me =)

jacq just told me that she thinks desmond goh (bassist of electrico) + amanda = a couple omgggggggggggggg i needa pick up bass and boost my ego and sex-appeal. arghhhhh. amanda's mine, desmond pls back off, bryan and david too.

-proudly edited by me me me me me too =)

i cld go on forever uploading her pictures. man..... we need more live electrico videos. shes like crack, i cld go on and on with it woooohooooooo....!!!!!

edit: ive also updated my beloved BLONDE MOMENTS section. CHECK IT OUT MAN!

Electrico Review

2005-05-01T13:43:00.000+08:00

They rock. Duh.

David Tan - My New Found Hero

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Influences - The minute I heard Runaway, it was obvious that quite a fair bit of their influences branch out from Oasis. The lead guitarist especially, great style. I sense a little tinge of Hendrix here and there, but overall, its very contemporary. There are pop influences too, how else can we please the audience of the 21st century? The album has a great progression, from rock n roll, to pop-rock, and some lighter electrico styled bossa-ish music.

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Sound-wise - Please kill me, Electrico utilises some good shit Fender guitars. Clean sounds with minimum overdrive makes their songs melodic. Thats the key to all their sounds I feel personally. A further check on the net confirmed my hypothesis. Click here to read more about the gear they use. I simple love the way the lead guitarist (Daniel) makes his appeareance in his songs. He's able to cut into the band at the right times, in a very old school fashion. You the roxxors. The drummer is good, but nothing fantastic. I'd say their guitarists and bassist rocks harder, alot alot harder. They really contribute alot to the entire feel of the songs.

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What about the bloody songs? - Fuck it. Face it. Electrico has one of the best lead vocalist for a local band. They don't sound local and cheap. Dave's voice just rocks. Like 80% of the people these days don't give much of a shit if your band can't sing. What's more? Electrico isn't exactly a band with the best looking members around. Look at the drummer William. He looks as old as my dad. But I think Amanda (keyboardist) is pretty cute. Looks kind of an attitude chick. OK back to the songs. Great lyrics I must say, and they don't sound constipated. Many local bands just throw in lyrics to fit into their melody, no no no, doesn't work apparently. Fantastic effort by Electrico! The last song Good Time makes a great ending for the entire album. And I'd reccommend any cover band to play it for their finale. It kinda puts a distinct punctuation to the entire performance/gig and album in this case.

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Should I buy the album? - You obviously don't have more half a brain if you haven't come up with a conclusion yet.

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How could I ever leave out Amanda =D
<3 her

recap

2005-04-30T22:20:00.000+08:00

my back's killing me, went to the doc today but apparently he wasnt available for me. fuck it. my grandmother helped me massaged it a lil and kinda convinced i hurt it. man shes got some tremendous strength, i was like arghhhhhh stop it! damn painful!

tonight i went all the way to simei to get e electrico album. i cldnt wait really, i checked out the tele. numbers of some CD shops, called up a few and finally found stock in sembawang simei. weeeee.. and off i went. my first time taking e shuttle bus from parkway haha... and realised that SHUTTLE BUS SERVICES ON WEEKDAYS R TERMINATED. whatever, out of point anyway.

truly julie baby, truly julie!

oic

2005-04-27T22:29:00.000+08:00

sticks and stones might break my bones but words will never hurt me.

prelude to mrs winter

2005-04-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

"Live Twice"

Don't leave now
Not yet
There were time we regret
And I'm sorry
Somehow
I only
Wanted to make you proud

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice

When you told me
I froze
It still echoes
In my soul
Please forgive me
If I didn't say
I love you
Every single day

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice

Nobody told me we'd only get one chance
I didn't know that our tide would turn so fast
Why we have to say goodbye I don't understand

If I could only let you know
I'd give up everything I own
For just one more day with you
There's nothing I wouldn't do
I could not let it pass me by
If I make every sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice

I could not let it pass me by
Nothing I give to sacrifice
To bring me back your love
If only we could live twice
If only we could live twice
We'll meet in another life
If only we could live twice

ive got this bad feeling im going to miss mrs winter alot when she leaves. shes been a great impact to my life in cjc, being one of the sweetest teacher ive ever known in my life. she was more than a history teacher, and sought to be the best in everything she did. shes leaving, unfortunately, and it will be cjc's greatest loss in years to come by. she was a perfectionist, and never failed to cheered up my day. she was exceptional, she was special.

the very first time i saw her, something just bounded me to her. she had this thing in her which made me want to listen to her, and from then on, she just left a great impression on me. im not sure if its her charasmatic nature, but i truly feel that shes one of those motherly teachers who mean more than just the many "dears & darlings" she always calls her pupils. im not sure how we're going to deal with her departure, the thought of it just makes me all messed up. listening to this song reminds me of her, with verses such as:
"i only wanted to make you proud"

if u asked me, i wld want to live twice. i want to experience it all over again. it was a total blow if u ask me, a roller coaster ride. our stint was short, but it was memorable. someone i wont forget no matter how absent minded i am. i must say that mrs winter is god sent, she was such a bliss to my life. i really hope her health gets better, however bad her situation could be.

what really amazes me is her ability to relate to others. her interpersonal skills just blow off the rooftop. man, i just dont know what to say. its just this thing that feels so right whenever i look at her, it just makes me smile. perhaps she is an angel sent from heaven. perhaps.

however brief our encounter was, i just wanna let u know that u will never be forgotten, even if i ever slip away from your mind. may my prayers bless u with eternal bliss and a healthy life ahead, mrs winter. <3s to u.

-regards, ivan.

never felt so out of place

2005-04-25T21:47:00.000+08:00

question is, should i go for canoeing morning run tmr? whatever man, whatever... and did i mention i hurt my lower back? right side, and its kinda bad. i cant run or walk properly, it just hurts. i dont limp but it.. oh well. it hurts damnit.
yeah it hurts, period. argh!

jacq didnt come to sch today, and she doesnt believe i missed her omg....... nobody takes me seriously, seriously. ; ;

like what i once told my classmates, thank god i didnt fell for anybody in the class, else if i go on saying " i love u girl X ", the girl wld probably end up laughing. orz.

gossips, warmups, fuckheads.

2005-04-24T01:48:00.000+08:00

did i say i fucking head gossipers? yeah, whoever the fuck u r, u know it, u fuck off. recently, people have been spreading rumours about me staring @ a girl by the name of tabbie, whatever the fuck her name is. days later, i found out who she is, and to my surprise i DIDNT EVEN KNEW SHE EXISTED.

its getting to me, whoever the fuck u r. but ive got low tolerance level for such shit, and if ur a girl, i swear i wont hesitate to slap u then push u off the 5th storey building. u deserve more than that, mark my words. ur good, really. cause u managed to irk me, but ur candy ass deserves to be kicked all the way to aceh to get it consumed by rotten plagues. like what tyla said

astrologists&blowupDolls; [still we pass by just like strangers] says:
she'll realize that ants and bees will be after her ass one day

then a few days later, i hear another gossip about me going on about me STARING at a GUY from the class next door. no comments, seriously. next during lectures, terence tell me a group of girls r talking about the ivan-tabbie soap opera comedy, of which amongst them r terence's friends. no comments again.

to add to all, we had a 2.5-3km run today as warmup? no comments too.

yawns

2005-04-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

man i feel like sleeping. canoeing was tiring, and doesnt help that the night before i had to complete the god damn shit history essay for ca1. tmr's econs test but really.. cannot liao...... ttyl

argh...

2005-04-19T23:50:00.000+08:00

damn tired damnit.... just finished my history essay, which will be part of ca1 ; ; thats sucks... i think im going to fail it so badly..... im sofaking dead...

omgwtfbbq.... i didnt blog yesterday.... was too tired lah... cause we went to marche for amelia's farewell dinner then the incredible 3: terence, jiawei and myself went to MOS burger and had a huge fit of blonde moments. damn fun ah!

school's getting totally hectic, and now that ive finished im helping jiawei with her essay lol.... darn funny lah she... keeps getting stressed out and all, not to mention those grunts. tmr when i come home from canoeing i shall edit the rawr section to blonde moments section and upload all the cheesy pictures we took in school! stay tuned ha!

amelia, jacq & jaclyn. Dontcha think jacq's hot? oh well, shes our 'RG Diva', as always said by terence. =O
aaron had a blonde moment and decided to work on some... (click on the image to see the full size, and thus see the exact details. PS: this image WAS NOT edited. i merely added the words in ^^v)

of fucks.

2005-04-18T06:28:00.000+08:00

the reason why i dont take math.

edit: click here if u wanna read the blog i took it from, hes my ex-classmate.

whats wrong?

2005-04-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

can somebody kindly what have i done wrong to melissa? the more i think about it, the more frustrated i get. yeah people tell me that i didnt do anything wrong, that shes ill and all. bullshit really, i must have done soemthing to fucking piss her.

man i really cannot understand it at all, i tried to talk to her, and then all she told me was that she was reading up on some GNC stuff. geez... and then she just showed me a link of a GNC product, period. thats all. its not like i didnt make it clear enough, i asked her if she cld spare some time cause i wld like to have a talk with her.

not only does it feel terrible, but i feel damn wrong too. we were such good pals since sch started, and then now its all became like that. just cause of my dandruff comment? one wrong comment and all went wrong, great. i feel much better these days, because im learning how to forget it all and just get on. but its certain stuff that trigger it off. like just now i came on, and i asked her if she wanted to go to amelia's dinner tmr, and she just went offline without a word. its either shes uber rude, or fucking pissed with me.

i give up trying to find out the truth, we might be better off this way. at least we dont clash, but sometimes when i pass comments in class i can like see she gets irked. im so damn sure it isnt cause im too sensitive, i swear. sigh... this sucks, overall.

i believe its time to conclude that ive lost one great friend. whatever it is, i still wish melissa the best in everything, whether u think im being hypocritical or not. i swear to god on my damned life ive never been hypocritical about anything regarding u.

i mean what the hell?

2005-04-17T09:25:00.000+08:00

its amazing how cheesy singaporeans can use the word 'hehe' & 'heez' l13k t0t4l1y m4n.

edit: click on the image to see the full size, and thus read the details of it.

canoeing...

2005-04-16T16:19:00.000+08:00

ok... canoeing today was... insane. we did dragonboating and will be doing it alot in the upcoming months cause of competition bs. we had a malay coach called yusoff, and he has breasts, thats about all i can say about him. figure out the rest on ur own.

so to start things going, we had appetizers with the teacher in charge of canoeing, mr whateverhisnameis. we ran about 2km, of which as usual i was the last to finish. then we went back to SDBA (Singapore DragonBoat Assoc.) to drink, rest a lil, and apply sun block. i tried to pull of another patrick rafter by focusing alot of those sun block on my nose, but alas, i failed. like, whatever... heh.... bimbo bimbo!

then we did techniques with yusoff, blar blar and it was uber super tiring man.... dragonboat is surely not easy, my triceps hurt alot and he kept saying i did e rowing action wrongly, and that i had to turn my body and keep my arms straight... i didnt even had enough space to like stretch outfront, and also cause i was lazy to paddle much ><

after we hit shore, it was more physical conditioning yay.... 40 pushups, situps, and the other bullshit. back to SDBA again, and we were punished cause wed canoeing peeps left 5 paddles on e shore. great, thats 5x50=250 pushups, 100 at a shot, then 50 a shot. insane..... insane............. i hate it when the ground's all sofaking hot, and whats more? the ground's like those roads... black color tar like crap and all that yabba yabba....

after all these bullshit "conditioning", we head to some academy to shower and then to suntec for lunch and buy some stuff... for MYSELF. they were VERY GIRLY... and here i am now. geez..........

woah!!

2005-04-15T21:55:00.000+08:00

man this is surely cool, jenn, the designer (i think) of my blogskin actually visited my blog! hahah.... maybe she realised my die hard fans were eating too much of her bandwidth =P BTW THIS BLOGSKIN IS NOT GIRLY. ITS PERFECTLY UNISEXUAL RAWR!

weeeeeee! su yuan gave me a flower hahahah! how cute! hehe. anyway..... today was a breeze, lots of breaks and all. to top it all, terence dragged me for canoeing land training omgwtfbbqzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz i hate it!

we did circuits for like 45mins, then played soccer...... since i entered cjc, ive been like exercising non stop everyday. insane man........ and also, next week's physical test.... timothy said we must be able to do 8 pullups, indepedant ones. im so going to flunk this shit. i can only do 1... period ; ; sad right?

the summary is always stupid

2005-04-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

we had a uber kinky lit teacher who took over ms sng today. man he sure is kinky, u the man jeremy. hes a philosophy undergraduate who views the world in a totally different manner. not only that, he was also talking about Logic. visiting the NUS website about 2 hrs ago only confirmed my doubts - logic is one of the very basic fundamentals of philosophy.

he was talking about power, of assembly, of which im too lazy to elaborate. but it just somehow struck me because sometimes, i have such weird thoughts too. maybe i shld take philosophy when i go to uni! haha... but it seems like e subj has not much future.... again, the crude reality blows...

we also took pictures with amelia's digicam, of which i will be uploading them shortly, once i get the damn pics. but i doubt amelia comes online often...... orz.

amelia...

2005-04-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

man... ive been so ignorant of what's happening these days, i dont even know that amelia is leaving. btw amelia is my classmate from MGS. shes super kinky man i tell u, and the source of all the laughter in our class. i'll miss this arty-farty cool girl like crazy.... just when i was beginning to be attached to y'all... u peeps ditch me... sigh..... first tio, now amelia. whats next?

i wont forget the number of times i told u i would go shopping with u, you telling me about all those girly stuff, u being so un-mgs, the one without the airs, the one who was sofaking easy to get along with, u being the one who wld be laughing at every single word i breathed out of my mouth... lastly, i wont forget that we've once crossed paths, and i hope that we'll meet once again.

i know its very cheesy to go like "oh keep in contact yeah?, friends forever"
no no no, ivan doesnt work this way... im not sure how im supposed to put it but i'll try to think of something that u'll definitely enjoy... i think im more of an actions person than just go yabba yabba all day.

wherever u go, just remember that 1T05 will always be behind u yeah! and esp me! im sincerly pushing away all my jokes, and wishing u a heartwrenching but joyous farewell.

-lots of <3, ivan.

of making a difference

2005-04-13T06:20:00.000+08:00

yesterday it just struck my mind about making a difference. i had the though in class, and although the fundamental is simple, and very easy, it is usually left unheeded. lets do this in the ivan way.

whenever im lazy to refill my water bottle, i usually ask others if i could get some of their water to fill into mine. it'll be unreasonable for me to ask a single person to fill up half my nalgene bottle, and so, i'll ask a little from first guy, a lil from each guy, then my bottle will be filled at the end.

simple logic, anyone with half a brain would know what im talking about. to make sure u know the moral of the story, here i go:

The Moral Of The Story Is: Ivan's just lazy.

I hoped you got that right.

erm..

2005-04-12T18:09:00.000+08:00

for those who miss my old blog, here's the link again:
aboutmylife.net/~onefineday

for now i will settle for this cause its the easiest on the eye i feel.. looks pretty kinky dont u think so =) everything is up and running anyway. enjoy. have fun. have anice day. have a good day.

and most importantly.

stay kinky.

ouch..

2005-04-12T17:24:00.000+08:00

my face is starting to peel ; ; damn gross lah.... it looked so much more "right" the previous days.... orz...... i was telling sonia about terence's and my adventures after our 1-star course @ macs....... damn stupid, but hahaha.. it really worked!

today was mass pe again, which blows seriously. i was lethargic thruout most of the day, and surprised to realise how many peeps in the class fell ill yesterday.... hope they get well soon - jacq & shermeen.

dont know whats with melissa seriously, given up on finding out why. i just feel that shes super pissed with me and oh well.... she even flipped @ me yesterday. no comments. i might just be me.

over...

2005-04-11T20:12:00.000+08:00

i cant believe im listening to lindsay lohan's over now.... it sounds pretty good lol....

I watch the walls around me crumble
but it's not like I wont build them up again
so here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts cause it will end
And my tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

Chorus:
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming about you, honestly
tell me that it's over
cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if were not in it together
tell me that it's over

And I'll be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last to know

I won't be the one to chase you
but at the same time your the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
and the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

Chorus:
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming about you, honestly
tell me that it's over
cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right if were not in it together
tell me that it's over

And I'll be the first to go
Yeah, I'll be the first to go
Don't wanna be the last to know

Over, Over, Over

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

Chorus:
I can't live without you
Can't breathe without you
I'm dreaming about you, honestly
tell me that it's over
cause if the world is spinning and I'm still living
It won't be right we're not in it together
tell me that it's over
tell me that it's over
over

Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me

Don't tell me that it's over
Don't tell me that it's over

my first post today

2005-04-11T20:06:00.000+08:00

i hate the way my face feels....its burning.... and it shows obviously...... everybody stares at me cause i look like one of those patients who r in ICU slowly licking to heal my 3rd degree burns...... damnit. anyway today melissa was getting into those kinda really sore moods and hmm... unfortunately i seemed to be her target of frustration... im not too sure if i was too sensitive but i apologised for whatever i did to provoke her. today, many peeps were ill too.. but they came to school though. ppl like jacq, shermeen and melissa herself. i bought a pack of those panadol cold relief thingie where u pour in 1 sacket into warm water and erm, it just makes a nice hot drink. ive tried it b4, and it does provide some temporary relief. will try to pass it to them tmr.anyway i bought some facial sunblock so i guess my next session would be better i hope..... i just hope my face wont peel so badly... it hurts badly enough already. ; ; i <3 ur hands though...
edit: welcome to my new and newly designed blog. enjoy urself, and i will promise u will have good reads from my blog =) i promise. for those really blur, pls play around with the links below.

the chords = tag board
the melody = links to my friends & archives
e singer = about me.... orz
e lyrics = blog entries
for u= my msg to all of u peeps out there. <3 u all.